June 21st / 08

Hi =]

Well... saturday, the weekend before exams, =.= mmm i think im ready - ish .
just need to review social chpts & notes, and finish one of my science review
pkgs and then read over all notes and look @ txtbook, then math i just need
to look at notes and sleep early :)
anywhoos, i didnt really talk to any of my friends today, must be studying
or hanging out =/
anyways, today i went to superstores with kathleen @ around 2pm
and printed pictures for mark's
scrapbook. i have lotsa picutres on my cam too so i might make a scrapbook of gr..7
this summer that'd be fun =]
we ate sushi, drank pop and just fooled around for like 2 hours .
then i came home and read 6 chpts of social. then ate. then here we are.
so yeah thats all, i thought about marrazzo as usual and i has this dream last
night that he msged me saying he'd stay cuz he cudnt leave without meeh,
sigh stupid imagination. im frikken praying that he'll stay like holy fuck
i never wanted something this badly . plz god plz. i need this boy in my life
no matter what, plz plz plz ♥♥ - lisaa


----- have you ever wanted something so fuckin badly that ur thinking about it every hour,constantly having dreams where u achieve it, crying wen u think of not having it, praying and praying every night, asking God if you could just please have this one thing, counting the seconds til 11:11 where you can just wish so hard that your tears come out you just want it so fuckin badly but you have no power what so ever,cos ur way too scared to say something & it wont even help if u do all you can do is wish, pray, dream and hope, and find out the news sooner or later, jus silently watch -----